At the night of the Lit Club
Book Swap, books completely swathed in brown paper accumulated on a
long table. The idea was that club members would bring a wrapped
disguised book and would pick up another. They could broaden their
exposure to literature, selecting something they might not ordinarily
choose. Grace couldn't help trying to guess the contents of them. She
picked up one paper-wrapped book and lifted it up and down. “This
is a Bantam Classic.” She picked up another, studying its
dimensions. “And this is a Penguin Classic.” Bantams and
penguins. What was it with birds and books?
“Maybe,” said Angela,
the club's president, “But which one?”
Grace turned to smile at
her. She noticed Zach Olsen in the midst of her Lit Club students. It
surprised her a little. Perhaps he came, as he had suggested earlier,
for love advice. Mentally, she heard music from “Kiss Me Kate.”
Brush up your Shakespeare. Start learning it now. Brush up your
Shakespeare, and the women you will wow.
“I might be able to make
an educated guess,” said Grace.
One book looked considerably
larger than the rest. She lifted it, and it felt heavy in her arms
which should not have surprised her but did, not so much that it was
heavy but just how heavy it was. “This one must be 'War and Peace.'
On second thought, it's the complete collection of Tolstoy. Ah! I
have it. It's the Oxford English Dictionary, which is actually quite
a useful choice,” said Grace. As she set it down, she felt like
there was something odd about it, not the weight, but the balance.
Grace turned to face the
students. “How shall we do this? We'll draw numbers from a hat to
see who gets first chance at a book. The second person can choose a
book from the table but has the option to either open the wrapped
book or swap the wrapped book for one that is opened, and so on.”
Angela was the first to go,
picking up the large and heavy book. Devin jumped up, handing her
another option from the table. Angela shook her head at him. “I
could really use a dictionary,” she said.
“I know for certain that
this is a Jane Austen set, two in one,” said Devin of the package
he indicated.
“Well, in that case,”
she said. Angela dropped the “dictionary” and took the package he
offered.
“Oh, come on, Devin,”
said Michael, a member from the group. “You can't do that.”
“I'm just helping my
neighbor make a good choice,” said Devin.
Somehow, Devin was next and
made his claim of the “dictionary.”
“Gee, Devin, what's in
there that you need it so much? Lady Chatterly's Lover?
Lolita?” Michael teased.
Devin shrugged and smiled
smugly. “Wouldn't you want to know?” Devin looked at his cell
phone. “Hey, I've got to go. I totally forgot that I have something
else scheduled tonight, a meeting with my Rubik's Cube coach.” He
packed up his large heavy package and left the room, much to
Michael's protests.
Grace felt uneasy. All of
the clues she'd been chewing over for the past few days were starting
to fit together, and she had a hunch. “Angela, I'm going to leave
you in charge of the swap. I have to go too. I can't explain it right
now.”
Grace drove her car over to
the Phi Delta Nu fraternity house. She felt like a trespasser as she
climbed the grass hill to the side of the property, but she knew she
was on an important mission. She found Devin, as she expected she
might, sitting on a tree stump about 15 feet from the building. He
was drinking from a bottle, not vodka, not even beer, but a Boylan's
root beer.
“Hi Devin.” She kept her
voice calm, steady, gentle.
“I knew you'd come,”
said Devin, without even turning his head to see her. “I knew you'd
figure it out.”
“I think you wanted me to.
You wanted someone to stop you. You even had second thoughts once or
twice. 'Do not pick up articles,'” she said. “But you did pick up
some articles. Well, no, you didn't personally. Your cousin did. He's
the only one of you that has a car. He told me that.”
Devin stared ahead, drinking
his Boylan's root beer.
“What are you going to do
with that bottle?” asked Grace.
Devin didn't answer.
“I knew whoever was
placing the messages in the books was a careful, fastidious person.
The books were so carefully placed on the table. Then, when I knocked
your pencil on the floor, it seemed so important to you to have it
placed so perfectly on your desk, just like it was important for you
to place the book so carefully on the table. And the Rubik's Cube.
You weren't lying to me then.” She relaxed slightly, walking closer
to him. “You weren't cheating. It was just something you had to do.
It's a compulsion you have, isn't it?”
Devin looked at her this
time. “You're good. I picked a good person.”
“I'm not sure when you
picked me, but you knew I'd been snooping in your messages. Zach had
seen me. You left the anagrams for me.”
Devin bent his head back and
laughed, but it wasn't a joyful laugh. “I always see you solving
the newspaper anagrams before class, and I know that's your corner at
Beans.”
“Right,” said Grace.
“Zach told me what happened, what happened with the boys here.”
Her legs quavered slightly. She was treading in a sensitive area.
“Nothing graphic. I feel for you, Devin. I want justice just like
you do.” She paused. “The anagrams were a kind of shopping list.
I see that now. And the Russian drink wasn't vodka like I thought at
first. It makes perfect sense now. Molotov was a Russian, and a
cocktail is a drink. Please, Devin, hand me the dooslebat … and the
lighter.”
“I've been humiliated
enough. What am I going to do? Tell my story to the police and to a
judge? Jury?And what will happen to these guys? A whole lot of
nothing.” He was getting agitated and started pouring the remaining
soda on the grass. “Their lives will go on, but I'll never be the
same.”
Grace mentally agreed that
it often seemed justice was not executed.
“I got angry too when I
heard. I dreamed up all sorts of punishments for these guys. Devin,
you can rise above this pain, but your abusers have to live with what
they did. Misery will find them one way or another. Let the police do
their job. Let God do His job. You can have a good life again but not
so easily if you carry out what you've been planning.”
He leaned forward, resting
his head in his hands.
“You wanted me to stop
you. Why else would you make a game of it? This sort of justice only
appeals to one part of you. If you carry out your plan, you'll be the
one in prison, and all those brains and talents of yours will be
wasted. Put down the bottle and turn over the tape and the motor oil,
the whole shebang. Let me take you to my brother's.”
“Who's your brother? I'm
not going to a headshrinker.” He spoke with his face down, hands on
either side of his head.
“He's not a headshrinker.
He's something better. He's a minister.” Grace imagined the scene
in her mind. “He lives a ways out from here, in the country, with
his wife and kids. He has three dogs, four cats, rabbits and
chickens, and if that atmosphere doesn't do you a world of good, I
don't know what will.”
Devin rubbed down his face.
“Well, Zach was right about one thing. You do care.” He paused.
“You won't report me to the dean, the police, the school
psychologist, somebody?”
“No. You haven't done
anything, have you? Except sit on a stump and think terrible
thoughts. You do have a problem though. Let's just address it the
right way.”
Devin gathered his
paper-wrapped bundle and walked down the hill towards her.
The End
© 2016 Susan Joy Clark
Awh!! What an awesome finale Susan. You are a very talented writer. I hope to see some more of your writing soon. I hope you are having a wonderful day!! I just wanted to make you aware that everyone who comments on my blog from now onwards will be featured in my 1st blogging birthday post. Thank you!!
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I'm glad you enjoyed it, Lauren. :) I've really been enjoying putting my stories out there as serials on the blog.
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